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So, like the title said , some stuff happened to me. 
I don't know what to do so i'm reviving my deviantart in general. 

Six months ago i had a Stress atttack. Why? So many reasons. But the biggest reason of all was that my parents didnt let me go art college. Sounds so silly when i write ... basically the college was to far from home, with dangerous surroudings and stuff. And i also discover that my dad dont agree that i should do anything related to art because art don't give you money. I know he's Wrong....
but i have so afraid of my father... he dont abuse or hit or anything like that but... his words , hurt more that anything.

When he talk to me, i tried to not respond. Or everything will get worse. And being silence while someone is get you down is so painful... I KNOW that i have a good point to make. I know that i should do something. But i couldn't. I just sit there, listening to him saying that i should do something useful for my career like turn into a doctor or a lawyer. 

I felt so useless, lost, depressive, weak. I could do what i loved. I felt betrayed by my parents. I though they supported me.
I didn't wanted to draw anymore. Everytime i tried to draw, i rememeber the day that all my dreams and plans was flushed down like it was shit. 

I'm definitely better now, but i still remember like it was yesterday. 
Is been six months. But i didnt feel the time pass. I don't know what day is unless i ask someone. 



TL;DR;

I had a really bad semester, and for my mental heath, i think would be good use my deviant again, to both art and personal writing (also is a good way to pratice more my english)

I will TRY to NOT forget to come back here



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  • Mood: Shame
  • Listening to: EDM
  • Reading: i dont read is been so long is kinda sad
  • Watching: anime ?
  • Playing: Mogeko games

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:iconichigopaul23:
ichigopaul23 Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the fav :)
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Livinini Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2013
obrigada pelo watch<3
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Lidia10 Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
De nada *u*
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Amalika Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2013  Hobbyist
Thanks for the :+fav:!
:icondaveapprovesplz::iconapprovingdaveplz:
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Lidia10 Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
*u* Welcome!
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Amalika Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2013  Hobbyist
And also thank you very much for the watch, I really appreciate it a lot! :tighthug:
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Lidia10 Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:hug:
<> we can be moirals? :3
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UnDeAdCharizard Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Thank you for the watch!
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Lidia10 Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:D Welcome
(i found you in couple matchs of valentines day D:)
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katzeatpiez3 Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2013
thank you for the watch omfg ; // u // ;
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